Life, fate, and all of that stuff, works in really mysterious ways. More than ever before, I feel like I'm completely out of control, not in that I am out of control of myself, but that the number of things in my life that I would like to happen, are not in my control, and are things that will never be seen to me.

Once again, it never drizzles, and it only pours. A whole lot of things happened at once again in the space of a very short time, of just one night. It was mostly good, I'm learning how to let go and be happy for others haha, really, I really mean it this time. I think that's a good thing.

Then again, some of the things aren't for sure yet, but it's very positive. The next 8 days are going to be jittery and full of eager, nervous trepidation. Or maybe, like the last time, the happy news will come early when I'm not expecting it at all, but that's wishful thinking haha, they could still postpone the decision announcement date ANYWAY ha.

In any case, I should really learn to just embrace everything, and dive headlong into the uncertainty, while doing my best, and leaving everything else to whoever and whatever is out there. Entropy. Haha.

Time for my morning jog, good morning Singapore.