There's been a dearth of entries here lately, and there's been a dearth of ideas of anything interesting worth writing here, because I've been ranting too much somewhere else.

Somehow, I feel that ranting too much, indulging in verbal (in this case, lexical) diarrhea is not a good thing, because it clutters up my mind, stops me from forgetting what I don't want to remember, and then leaves me feeling increasingly frustrated.

Or is that a self-defeating lie? In that the more I try to "forget" something I'm inadvertantly imprinting it even deeper in my own mind by telling myself to "forget" that particular thing.

Oh well. I don't know; but at any rate, writing everything down seems to just numb my senses, and my channels of thought have become clogged up with nonsense plugging up my brains.

So maybe I shall stop my rants at wherever they are. I don't know; it was an impulse thing ANYWAY, at any rate. It's much more fun and interesting writing about singular, interesting incidents here, and letting the 日常生活中的琐碎的事物 disappear, vanish into thin air on their own accord.

I guess.

I guess ranting is not good for my health. Haha. So, I shall try to write positive things, jot down positive happenings instead, in fugure. Maybe that'll do me good--maybe that's just the paradigm shift I need in my life.

Perhaps.

Goodnight.

On a side note, it's quite frightening to note that "A massive manhunt was underway on Thursday on Pulau Tekong for three robbers, believed to be Indonesians, who are armed with a pistol and a shotgun."

I mean, it's real: like hey, those gunmen could just grab any recruit and hold him hostage, and there are tons of firearms and ammunition on that island, that place being a military training centre; and recruits! Hell! Innocent young boys. I wouldn't be able to sleep in peace if I were there now.

And what about those who were activated to ferret the gunmen out? Those gunmen are carrying live ammunition and firearms! And so are the soldiers! And all the time we train with the assumption that we'll never fight a real war. Woah. I fear for those men out there.

I sincerely hope everything ends safely and peacefully enough.