When everytime someone approaches you just because you're holding a camera, you start to shudder in fear and your heartbeat increases and your throat dries up and starts to get throttled in your neck by an invisible hand...

When everytime someone says anything about you, before it's said you know it's bound to be bad and something terrible...

When everytime something good happens to you it's just got to be followed up by something bad not only because there's no such thing as a free lunch in this world but also because that's just the way things seem to work already...

When everytime you talk to someone it's either about nothing at all or the same old things that you always think are going to happen...

When everything seems to be going wrong...

You know you're going to snap.

Some things seem to have gone very wrong.

If only I knew.

And to those whom this should be for:

"i guess i just need a very long break from people. until then, take care, i'm here if u need anything but i don't think i'll be needing anything from anyone, except silence so until you can finally not have to tell me to not say hi take care and byebye."

I guess it'll be quite an experience, living without ICQ, without MSN, without contact with anyone at all. I really need some quiet. Or maybe I need the dramatic exit. Whatever.